Almost 18

What a lovely feeling to have your almost 18 year old daughter want to hang out with you.
Tonight she baby sitted my god daughters children and then came and hung out with me and my other family.

I am so proud.

Sometimes I wonder what sort of mother I am. No doubt we all do.
I wonder if im doing it right......... not like there really is a right, (or so i tell myself), but there sure is a wrong....kind of :-) mmmmm well i know there isnt really

I very often wonder if my daughters are well adjusted, educated effectively, happy, content, happy, like me, love me, need me, hate me, want to slap me, happy.

Well on times like today, it all feels like i did ok..... which is a great feeling.

My youngest wild child was cool about not getting a place in the dance comp tonight, she seemed even more content when I gave her money for maccas on the way home :-)

But all in all, im doing ok :-) Actually im doing pretty bloody good, i reckon  :-)

Ive been a single mum for the best part of 15 years, (and to be honest, that 15 years has been the absolute BEST 15 years of my entire life. we live in a lovely home, with a nice car, business is doing well and after days like today, i look and feel how blessed we all are xxx

love and blessings
to the two glorious loves of my life
i hope you always know who you are in this world but especially to me

i love you both

and especially to all the parents out there, struggling to make a difference

i love honour and respect you all
xxx